My cuckold confession is unbearable. Many cucks are not allowed to have sex with their hot wives or girlfriends at all. This is only natural. However, on the flip side, having sex with your hot wife when you are a cucky might be worse than no sex at all. My wife will occasionally have sex with me as her cuckold husband, but she only gives me pity fucks or humiliation fucks. This means I can only fuck her when she lets me, and this is how it happens… After she has been fucked by one of her two BBC boyfriends, and if she’s in the mood to humiliate me, she will let me fuck her. She doesn’t make her black bulls use condoms, so her pussy is always filled with their cum and it’s stretched out from their massive cocks. When I put my little 4.5 inch dick inside her, my tiny dick feels like it’s swimming in her creamy pussy. I can’t really get off and she knows it and she laughs at me and tells me to just use their superior sperm to stroke with and finish up. Then she makes me clean her pussy out with my tongue. She will often text one of them while I’m cleaning her pussy to advise them what I’m doing. One time she showed me the text response from her black stud named Romulus who texted her back: Good bitch.
Now my wife will tell me “good bitch” when I’ve done things that please her like cook steaks for her and one of her bulls on the grill, buy her a spa certificate, lick her pussy for hours or buy another bottle of her favorite perfume, Tom Ford Tobacco Vanille. It’s over $200 a bottle and she only wears it for her bulls, not for me.
From the Mistress Cuckold…
I recently met up with a cuckold who told me he was on Seeking Arrangement and wanted to speak with me in person about cuckolding, since we only lived an hour apart. He was in a critical situation, he said. We arranged to have coffee at an upscale cafe and he paid me for my cockold consultation time. He told me he signed up for Seeking Arrangement (a sugar daddy website) as some type of revenge against his wife, who was cuckholding him. She was no longer having sex with him at all. She was only having sex with well hung men she met on Tinder or Adult Friend Finder. He informed me that younger girls in college, 19 – 22, were at first interested in a sugar daddy relationship with him when he would email and chat with them on the site. He showed me the listing for one girl, a cute blonde Barbie type who, at first, wanted $1K a week from him. Her terms were that she would have sex with him twice a week for $1K. He negotiated it to $500 a week for a one time hook up. After a few hook ups, she laughed and told him that having sex with him was easy, because his dick was so small and he only lasted a few minutes. I also had to laugh at that. I said: “Did you really think you’d be able to escape being a cuckold? Even girls in college are going to cuckold you and take your money and laugh at you. Your dick is small and you cum quick. You’re a Sugar Daddy Cuckold.”
He had to hang his head and admit that this was true. He had met with other sugar babies from the site who didn’t even want to have sex with him, they wanted him to take them shopping. He said maybe they’d give him a hand job after or watch him jerk off after the shopping spree. Another sugar baby was too afraid to meet him alone the first time and brought her girlfriend to the hotel bar and then they went up to a hotel room for sex. Once she saw how small his dick was she called for her friend to come out of the bathroom to see his tiny dick and they both laughed at it. I told him he should continue being cuckolded by these college girls, since it was what he deserved anyway!
Sara, I’m mortally embarrassed about my cuckold situation. I broke up with my girlfriend I found out she was cheating on me. She had also been borrowing a lot of money from me and would laugh when I asked her to repay it. She also laughed when I broke up with her and told me good luck with finding another girlfriend, ever! And she even gave me the small pinky wave. I thought she had picked up all her stuff that was at my place, but turns out she had forgotten some lingerie. I was planning to throw out her slutty bras and panties and garter belt and stockings, but she texted me that she was going to be picking up the lingerie to wear for her man. I put everything in a shopping bag and hooked it around the outside doorknob of my condo so I wouldn’t have to deal with her. I’ll call her Jessica in this letter to you. When Jessica came by she rang the doorbell anyway, but I didn’t answer. What kind of wimp am I? I peeped through my mini-blinds and saw her leave in a car driven I assume by her new boyfriend. She then texted me a photo of a huge dick in her mouth. I assume that was her new boyfriend’s cock. I jerked off to that pic immediately. A few minutes later, she texted, so did you cum yet faggot? She told me to Google Wallet her some money and she would send me more pics of his cock. She wanted $100. So I sent her the money. Was she doing this in front of her new boyfriend while they were driving back to his place? Was her boyfriend laughing at me? Why did Jessica even date me except I would buy her things, mostly clothes, heels and lingerie and she would borrow money for her bills that she didn’t pay back?
Now I’m such a cuckold faggot loser. All I jerk off to are pics of her boyfriend’s cock. I’m worried that if I’m becoming a faggot, I won’t be able to go back to just being a wimp. His cock is so amazing I can’t help it.
I was used by a hot cuckold Mistress to get tattoos for her and for me among other things. I really thought she was my Mistress girlfriend. We used to go on dates. She’d always pick the places, like expensive restaurants or concerts. She worked part time as a Mistress in a dungeon, it was a co-op arrangement. She ran her own ads on Eros and other websites and kept half of what she earned. I met Mistress Bryn thru Eros and sessioned in her dungeon. I’m in to CBT among other things. I’m submissive, a masochist and tend to drink too much. Not that one causes the other. I would always dream about having the perfect Mistress cuckold relationship especially with Bryn. She’s very beautiful and just naturally dominant.
She would make me pay for any new tattoos and piercings and piercing jewelry she wanted to get. I was happy to do this, since I would really have paid anything for her attention and happiness. She told me that she never had sex with submissives, so our relationship wasn’t about sex. And she told me to never contact her, she would contact me when she wanted to be with me or when she wanted me to do something for her. She said that this is really the only way a Mistress relationship should work. She never let me have any kind of sexual contact with her. I begged to lick her pussy and she said she had a lesbian slave for that.
One night after we went to this comedy show she wanted to see, she said she wanted to get a tattoo for me and a tattoo for her. I had never gotten inked, but I had been drinking at this show and was pretty weak and didn’t want to refuse her. She got a Queen of Spades tattoo on her left hip and made me get a Jack of Spades tattoo on my left ass cheek. I didn’t know the meaning at the time. I thought this meant she was the Queen, the Mistress and I was her jack, her servant, her knave. I was so happy that I got a tattoo that she chose for me. I think I was like high from getting this tattoo for weeks.
About a month after the Spades tattoos, our relationship was over. Bryn cut me off, just like that. I was so broken up, I stalked her online and found an Instagram I didn’t know she had. I saw lots of pics of her with this black guy who I found out later was an arena football player and part owner in some new sports drink. Lots of the pics were dated during the time I thought she and I were together. In some pics she pointed down to her Queen of Spades tattoo while she was in an erotic embrace with him.
Fast forward to me meeting a girl who wasn’t dominant, but she seemed really into me. Karla is an artist who also does cam shows to pay the bills. When she saw my tattoo, she laughed and said – really? I said – yeah really. So you’re a cuckold – she asked me. I said – no I don’t think so. She then told me that’s what the tattoo means. I told her about Bryn and that she had a Queen of Spades tattoo. Karla laughed when I told her. Then I thought of something when I went home. I checked the Arena football schedule for that guy’s team and cross referenced it to the calendar I had on my iPhone of my dates with Bryn. When he was out of town was when she and I had been on dates. I had been a cuckold and didn’t even know it. By the way Karla stopped responding to my text messages
Mistress Sara, Here is my humiliating cuckold life. I am a strip club addict and always fall in love with strippers. As I got older and gained more weight, I knew I was running out of time before I’d just be the sad old fat ass with a big wallet. So, I asked a stripper who I was in love with to marry me and I was shocked she said yes. I should have known she had ulterior motives. She gave up working at the strip club. She wanted me to give her the same amount of money in cash that she was used to making every week, so that she could go shopping. I should add that I live in Los Angeles, California, because this is an important detail. And that I didn’t get a pre-nup, because I thought I could offer her a lifetime of what she would want, since she, too, wasn’t getting any younger and would reach a point where men wouldn’t be interested in her.
Then, I found out that my stripper wife was only planning to be with me for five years, the exact number of years required in California by law to be entitled to a 50/50 divorce partition of community property. She had a boyfriend who was in some rock band and a lot of the cash I gave her was money she gave not just to her boyfriend, but for the band to keep going, to try to make it big, yeah… She was always out and said she was out with her stripper friends, which was kind of believable, all those girls party hard. But I had my suspicions. And I was right.
I found out all the above, because my wife lost her phone and got a new one, then I found the old one in between couch cushions and had a friend hack into it, so I could read her texts. I had been thinking about putting a GPS tracker on her car or hiring a P.D. to follow her and find out what was up. But it was as simple as looking in her lost phone. Her texts to her boyfriend were the most revealing and made me feel so used and cuckolded. She told her boyfriend that she was looking up cuckolding ideas online and that she was going to put me in cuckold subspace and keep me there. She also said to one of her stripper friends that I was lame in bed, had a small useless dick and that I grunted like a blubbery walrus when I had my orgasm. My wife was planning to cut me off from sex soon according to what she told her friend, because she couldn’t stand fucking me. I kept this phone and jerk off to the sexy pics she sexted her boyfriend. I am such a wimp, I haven’t even told her anything I know from the texts.
Now, I have to decide if I’m going to stay married to her, fund her shopping sprees and her boyfriend’s band or divorce her now and be done with it. I feel like such a cuckold fool.
Dear Mistress-Cuckold Sara… My dilemma is this… My beautiful wife has turned me into a cuckold and I don’t regret that I am now a cuckold, but she has gone over the top into her role as a Cuckoldress hot wife. Specifically, she is hung up on black bulls and totally embraces the black culture. She now talks like a black girl in a ghetto way around me and her girlfriends who embrace the same lifestyle. She listens to rap music and knows all the disgusting, raunchy lyrics. She takes self shot photos of herself (I think they are called selfies) and posts them on Twitter on #whitegirlwednesday and black men send her private messages about what they want to do to her. She also posts her photos on other social media sites like Instagram. She doesn’t care if I see her iPad open to these webpages. In fact, I think she flaunts these things to humiliate me as her cuckold.
She wears Ace of Spades and other jewelry that indicate to black men that she is a hot wife and loves black men. And she has gotten some tattoos including an Ace of Spades tattoo on one of her ass cheeks. Recently, at a family event where we were all out by the pool, her mother commented about the tattoo which was half visible above her bikini line. She told her mother it was because she had taken up playing blackjack and was very lucky in cards. Her twin sister smirked when she said this. Obviously, her sister knows otherwise. The only time she talks like a white girl is around her mother or other older relatives. Her mother called me and told me she disapproves of her daughter gambling in casinos and that she will become a woman of ill repute if she continues to do so. She demanded that I need to rein her daughter in. Her daughter is out of control, but I can’t control her. And if her mother only knew the truth, she’d have a heart attack!