My cuckold confession is unbearable. Many cucks are not allowed to have sex with their hot wives or girlfriends at all. This is only natural. However, on the flip side, having sex with your hot wife when you are a cucky might be worse than no sex at all. My wife will occasionally have sex with me as her cuckold husband, but she only gives me pity fucks or humiliation fucks. This means I can only fuck her when she lets me, and this is how it happens… After she has been fucked by one of her two BBC boyfriends, and if she’s in the mood to humiliate me, she will let me fuck her. She doesn’t make her black bulls use condoms, so her pussy is always filled with their cum and it’s stretched out from their massive cocks. When I put my little 4.5 inch dick inside her, my tiny dick feels like it’s swimming in her creamy pussy. I can’t really get off and she knows it and she laughs at me and tells me to just use their superior sperm to stroke with and finish up. Then she makes me clean her pussy out with my tongue. She will often text one of them while I’m cleaning her pussy to advise them what I’m doing. One time she showed me the text response from her black stud named Romulus who texted her back: Good bitch.
Now my wife will tell me “good bitch” when I’ve done things that please her like cook steaks for her and one of her bulls on the grill, buy her a spa certificate, lick her pussy for hours or buy another bottle of her favorite perfume, Tom Ford Black Orchid. It’s almost $200 a bottle and she only wears it for her bulls, not for me.
Sara, I’m mortally embarrassed about my cuckold situation. I broke up with my girlfriend I found out she was cheating on me. She had also been borrowing a lot of money from me and would laugh when I asked her to repay it. She also laughed when I broke up with her and told me good luck with finding another girlfriend, ever! And she even gave me the small pinky wave. I thought she had picked up all her stuff that was at my place, but turns out she had forgotten some lingerie. I was planning to throw out her slutty bras and panties and garter belt and stockings, but she texted me that she was going to be picking up the lingerie to wear for her man. I put everything in a shopping bag and hooked it around the outside doorknob of my condo so I wouldn’t have to deal with her. I’ll call her Jessica in this letter to you. When Jessica came by she rang the doorbell anyway, but I didn’t answer. What kind of wimp am I? I peeped through my mini-blinds and saw her leave in a car driven I assume by her new boyfriend. She then texted me a photo of a huge dick in her mouth. I assume that was her new boyfriend’s cock. I jerked off to that pic immediately. A few minutes later, she texted, so did you cum yet faggot? She told me to Google Wallet her some money and she would send me more pics of his cock. She wanted $100. So I sent her the money. Was she doing this in front of her new boyfriend while they were driving back to his place? Was her boyfriend laughing at me? Why did Jessica even date me except I would buy her things, mostly clothes, heels and lingerie and she would borrow money for her bills that she didn’t pay back?
Now I’m such a cuckold faggot loser. All I jerk off to are pics of her boyfriend’s cock. I’m worried that if I’m becoming a faggot, I won’t be able to go back to just being a wimp. His cock is so amazing I can’t help it.
I was used by a hot cuckolding Mistress. Unfortunately, I really thought she was my Mistress girlfriend. We used to go on dates. She’d always pick the places, like expensive restaurants, shows or concerts. She worked part time as a Mistress in a dungeon, it was a co-op arrangement. She ran her own ads on Eros and other websites and kept half of what she earned. I met Mistress Bryn thru Eros and sessioned with her in the dungeon. I’m in to CBT among other things. I’m submissive, a masochist and tend to drink too much. Not that one causes the other. I would always dream about having the perfect Mistress cuckold relationship especially with Bryn. She’s very beautiful and naturally dominant.
She would make me pay for any new tattoos and piercings and piercing jewelry she wanted to get. I was happy to do this, since I would really have paid anything for her attention and happiness. She told me that she never had sex with submissives, so our relationship wasn’t about sex. And she told me to never contact her, she would contact me when she wanted to be with me or when she wanted me to do something for her. She said that this is really the only way a Mistress relationship should work. She never let me have any kind of sexual contact with her. I begged to lick her pussy and she said she had a lesbian slave for that. Still I was operating under the masturbation delusion that she wasn’t just my Mistress, but my Mistress girlfriend.
One night after we went to this comedy show (expensive tickets!) featuring a major comedian she wanted to see, she said she wanted to get a tattoo for me and a tattoo for her. I had never gotten inked, but I had been drinking at this show and was pretty weak and didn’t want to refuse her. She got a Queen of Spades tattoo on her left hip and made me get a Jack of Spades tattoo on my left ass cheek. I didn’t know the meaning at the time. I thought this meant she was the Queen, the Mistress and I was her jack, her servant, her knave. I was so happy that I got a tattoo that she chose for me. I think I was like high from getting this tattoo for weeks.
About a month after the Spades tattoos, our relationship was over. Bryn cut me off, just like that. I was so broken up, I stalked her online and found an Instagram I didn’t know she had. I saw lots of pics of her with this black guy who I found out later was an arena football player and part owner in some new sports drink. Lots of the pics were dated during the time I thought she and I were together. In some pics she pointed down to her Queen of Spades tattoo while she was in an erotic embrace with him.
Fast forward to me meeting a girl who wasn’t dominant, but she seemed really into me. I met her on Plenty of Fish. Karla is an artist who also does cam shows to pay the bills. When she saw my tattoo, she laughed and said – really? I said – yeah really. So you’re a cuckold? – she asked me. I said – no I don’t think so. She then told me that’s what the tattoo means. I told her about Bryn and that she had a Queen of Spades tattoo. Karla laughed when I told her.
Then I thought of something when I went home. I checked the Arena football schedule for that guy’s team and cross referenced it to the calendar I had on my iPhone of my dates with Bryn. When he was out of town was when she and I had been on dates. I had been a cuckold and didn’t even know it. By the way Karla stopped responding to my text messages 🙁
PS Sara, I decided to send this confession in after reading the confession titled, My Wife Talks Like a Black Girl, and how that hotwife had a Queen of Spades tattoo. I know the only relationship I can now have is a cuckolding relationship unless I get this cuckold tattoo lasered off…
You have to read this pathetic confession from a Cuckold Sugar Daddy emailed to me here at Mistress Cuckold…
Sara, I had a much younger girlfriend who used me as a Cuckold Sugar Daddy. It happened so gradually, I didn’t even notice At first, I felt like such a lucky guy that I had snagged this 20 something hottie when I’m 40 something and not hot. I’m a lawyer and work in a specific field where I make nice money. My friends warned me that Melissa was only after my money, but she never really asked for any money from me. She did have the expectation that we would only dine out at the nicest restaurants. She would leave expensive things on layaway for me to pick up for her, typically designer handbags and shoes. I didn’t complain because I would see her wearing the shoes and carrying the bags when we were out on dates. Then she told me I needed to put my credit card on account at her salon, so she could get her hair and nails and waxing done at my expense and I should be happy to make sure she always looks beautiful. Of course, I agreed because I wasn’t giving her money directly and I wanted her to look beautiful. I thought since I enjoyed her beauty, this was only fair. Now I have to reveal something embarrassing. I’m not very well-hung and don’t last that long in bed, maybe 5 minutes. I’ve never been married, although I came close a few times. I broke up with my fiancees for cheating on me. I didn’t realize at the time, because this was back in the 90’s before cuckolding had become popular, that they were only getting the hot sex they needed, which they couldn’t get from me. I kept thinking to myself: how could Melissa think I was satisfying her if all of my previous relationships had ended due to my sexual inadequacies?
My relationship with Melissa went on for about 6 months. I was beginning to get the feeling she wasn’t that into me and that she was just using me for a Cuckold Sugar Daddy, but I had no proof. Then one cataclysmic night, I found her phone at my place, it had fallen out of her bag. It made my penis hard to even hold her phone and go thru it to read her text messages. There were so many text threads from her girlfriends, but also from other men. From their photo icons, it looked like they were all younger guys, way younger than me. Finally, I found this one thread where the guy, Cale, was in a convo with Melissa about ditching the old lawyer loser, stop fucking that dickless douche, didn’t you get enough swag from him already, does he love licking your pussy after I fuck you… and on and on. I thought reading these texts would make me mad or feel humiliated, instead it made my little dick harder and I jerked off. Then I got a phone call and saw it was Cale’s photo avatar on the incoming call screen. I picked up. It was Melissa. She asked if I was having fun going through her phone. I played stupid and said I’d just found it. She laughed. She said have fun with it, she was going to get a new one and was never going to see me again. She said there were plenty of nude pics of Cale for me to jerk off to in her photo albums.
To top it off, I forgot that my credit card was on file with the salon till my next credit card statement came in and I saw multiple visits to the salon after our “break-up”. I wanted to call the salon and tell them to take my credit card off Melissa’s account, but I didn’t have the balls to do it. So my credit card is still on file there. And I jerk off to my credit card statement when it comes in the mail. I am such a pathetic Cuckold Sugar Daddy.
Cuckolding history… in Europe and old England during the Middle Ages, men who had been cuckolded and shamed by their wives and the superior males who were taking their wives sexually, were often led down the street on a rope with horns on their head to symbolize their cuckold status. This public humiliation put cuckolds in their place. Public cuckolding illustrated to everyone in the town or village that the cuckold’s wife sought sexual satisfaction from a man with a larger cock, with more manlier attributes or with more powerful status. Unlike other cultures, where there was a stigma on those who dared to commit adultery, the English and European cultures indulged cuckolding. Cuckolds were often forced to wear a hat with horns in public after the initial cuckold public humiliation parade. And cuckolds were often thrown the sign of the horns by townspeople. In Europe, the sign of the horns is still used to throw bad luck on others. This bad luck sign is why you see some Europeans, mainly Spanish or Italian men or men of European descent, wear the gold horn pendant. This pendant wards off the bad luck of the horns. In the U.S. we know this hand sign as the popular “hook ’em horns” bullhorns with the index and pinkie finger raised. Centuries ago, this sign was thrown to mock the cuckold and remind him of his cuckhold humiliation.
Today, men can still suffer the shame of being cuckolded, but typically by their wife or girlfriend and her superior lover who might put the cuckold in panties or humiliate him for being less than a man, ridicule him for his lack of penis size or for being a wimp or loser.
In general, there are more men who fantasize about being cuckolded than there are women who can cuckold them in a relationship. This is where a Mistress Cuckold or Cuckoldress can fulfill the role and collect cuckolds as submissives who worship their Mistress and who desire her to cuckold them. Often this cuckolding is remote via cuckold phone sex or cuckold cam chat or in prodomme sessions which the Mistress arranges and has the cuck serve her and another male. Or the Mistress encourages her cucky to seek out a real cuckold relationship. In the latter instance, the Mistress will also give advice to the cockold on how to be the ultimate cucked partner or how to serve a couple. But the Cuckoldress will ultimately still lay claim to her cuckold, regardless if she sexually or psychologically cuckolds him.
Until there are more women who find a Cuckoldress lifestyle appealing for long term and not just a sexual adjustment they have to make in a particular unfulfilling relationship, there will be a need for the Mistress Cuckold. Many cuckolds consider their Mistress to be a Goddess and worship her above all women, even when and if they do become involved in an actual cuck relationship. Some cucky boys also look to Mistress Cuckolds for cock control and being their cockhold.